How is your Day Going?

So if you are here from facebook you most likely saw my numerous posts that were made while i was in a state of mania about my marriage. Do i care about anyones opinion of what was posted? No lol i dont. BUT i did feel ss though the slight mental breakdown that i experienced yesterdsy was a good opportunity for me to offer some transparency about what it is that i am looking to build here. I have untreated ADHD and oddly enough finding the proper help for myself has been hard.

Despite what i shared on social media I do love and appreciate my husband and the life we are building. But more transparency my husband has mental/emotional issues as well and some days we fight our own battles at the same time. During those moments it is difficult for us to be a partner to one another when we are battling our own internal battles. We get sensitive, angry, insensitive and mean. We are good people but sometimes our issues get the best of us, andwhen that happens allowing my other half to feel the love and appreciation that i have is hard to do. Some days its easier to be angry. Its wasier to poibt the finger and assogn blame. But im just a human.